Monday, October 31, 2005 Y
Spent the whole day, unable to concentrade on my work. Everytime I look at my books, her face seem to appear before me. Ended up keep on thinking of those times we spent studying together, those little moments we shared together. I know that we don't have much time left but somehow just cant seem to be able to concentrade. Plus kept on listening to Jay's Ge Qian, quite a sad song that sorta depict my mood. So I was like listening and thinking of her at the same time.
Than in the afternoon, Jia Hao brought Magdalene to talk to me. Although I agreed with what she told me but I don't really felt much better at all. And in the evening I went over to Bing Hong house since really had no mood to do anything at all. Than when over there, I realised I could see her block from here. I counted out her floor and looked over, I saw that the arrangement of that unit was something like what she told me. The computer being beside the TV and all that. So I msg her and ask her, her house was facing which view. And when she told me it was facing the playground, my heart skipped a beat.
Than I ask her if she could like come to window since I miss her. At first she was like duwan la, pai sei. But after that she really came to the window. Felt really happy to see her. My mood was definately better when I left my friend house.
Than at night when I went down somehow dunno what is wrong with me sia. Still cannot study, just sitting there holding my book and staring into space. In the end called her about 10, although I really was happy to hear my voice, but din really felt like talking for long. So the call barely lasted 6 mins. After the call, just send her a good night msg and tried to continue studying. But it was just no good so I just went home and went online.
She was online than chatted with her a bit, and she kept on asking me to go and study. I told her ok but I did not study, instead I went to sleep early hoping the next day I would not think of her so much and actually could do some serious studying...
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