Saturday, October 29, 2005 Y
Today dunno why so tired, actually slept till 1++ pm. Than had a quick lunch before went down to the reading room to study. Continued on chemistry, because really wanted to finish my chem first before starting on anything else.
Than when I message Jasmine and after 1 reply. Heard nothing from her, so felt really sad. Since I knew she went out with her friends today. So maybe she was having too good for a time and forgotten about me. Din wan to send another message since I don't wan to appear as being too clingly. After all, she do have the right to enjoy herself and go out with her friends so must respect that... However it was like the whole afternoon really couldn't concentrade on doing my work.
Than after dinner it was still the same, really had to mood to do any work, kept on thinking of her. But this lady came into the reading room and sorta try to act funny because there was no more space in there. So she got the guard to ask everyone for the resident pass and to sign in. Really felt that she a bit too much lor. That time also I was just talking to my friend and she walked over and said, I think you are disturbing the others in the room, pls lower ur volume. I was like hello? Do you even come down often, there are many people who are even noiser than this. Than in the end, went outside with Jia Hao and Bing Hong and sort of like talking how bad the lady was and how attitude she is.
Anyway, after that still could not concentrade so I went outside, sat by the staircase and message Jasmine again. This time saying I was feeling down and really felt like talking to her. She did reply me once saying that her phone was no batt. But after when I said I felt like talking to her again, there was no reply from her. And when I called her, no one picked up the phone.
And when I reach home, she was online so I chatted with her. She was giving me this kind of 1 word answer and is like I felt that she treated me very different, so distanced herself from me. So I was like thinking, maybe I really have been reading too much into the pass few days. And she was only treating me as a good friend or maybe a brother. So feel really depressed. After she went offline, saw that Yong Xin on msn. Yong Xin sorta remind me of Jasmine since both of them were like the head of NPCC.
Anyway started chatting with Yong Xin since she always have been understanding and really lend a ear to hear your problems. Than I called her and we chatted on the phone, and she gave me advices and all that. After that we started talking about other stuff and I really dun feel so hurt over Jasmine anymore. Getting this thing off my chest really felt so much better, thank a lot Yong Xin, I owe you one.
Btw, today is my god-sis Sarah birthday. Sorry that I din get you anything since I have been really busy, but I promise to make it up for you next year =P Happy Birthday Sis, Love ya!
About Jasmine, all I can say the pass few days with you has been wonderful. And no matter how our relationship might be in the future, I will always treasure this few precious moments we share together. Right now, I should get my piorities right and concentrade on the A's first.
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