Tuesday, November 29, 2005 Y
Today decided to go to JP to pick up some stuffs I been meaning to get for a long time. Been dragging this, hoping that could get Jasmine to go with me one day. But it seems that she is so busy lately, so I just went with Bing Hong instead. First stop went to popular, pick out a photo album to store my letters and such. Was tempted to buy the exact same design as jasmine, but decided against it. In the end bought the blue background one, look rather nice too. Since I owe Lydia a birthday present, took this chance to buy a acrylic paint set for her. Next bought some colour papers to serve as notes to put int the album. And the last item was this A4 size papers so I could DIY folding stars again. Than went to Sembawang music store and pick up a copy of the new S.H.E CD. S.H.E 8th Album, Once Upon A Time! After that, just walked around a bit before heading home. I find that this 8th album is rather nice, except the cover is rather flimsy compared to the previous album. Was kinda expecting something hard covered. It comes with this rather cool calender by which each month is the a CD sorta of thing. I like the pictures that was on the months Feb and Aug =P Anyway, the songs weren't too bad, but somehow the album main song did not realli attracted me that much. Really like track 3 - Dun Be Ur Frenz, and track 7 - Thanks For Letting Me Love You, Track 10 - Fiery StarsHavn't seen Jasmine for a long time. Still cant find an opportunity to tell her how I feel about her. Really miss her a lot, everyday I would think of her. Hope can find another chance to go out with her. Everytime I am with her, I would feel really happy and I enjoyed every moment we spent togeher so far. Really hope can take this relationship furthur with her. Not much time left before I have to go into NS. If I do not make things work out before NS, think my chance of being with her would be virtually zero. Nothing much I can do I guess, just pray that she will be not so busy after this week so I could try asking her out again. Miss you deeply... =(
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Monday, November 28, 2005 Y
Day 1Had to watch up early to pack my stuff and prepare for the Thailand trip. Just grab a couple of necessities to help me kill the time over there, such as my DS/MP3 player. Taking a flight around 1pm so had to check in everything by noon. Took Cathay Airlines there, got a window seat. The view was really very nice, like it best at the altitude where you are above those low floating clouds and still see the land. Seeing the land through a thin layer of clouds sure is very very nice =P Too bad I had no camera with me. The flight was around 2 hours. But by the time we settle the custom over there and check into the hotel was 6pm. Really terrible the airport over there, it was very messy, the customs was very slow. And when we were on the bus, the traffic jam there was terrible. But I must admit that the hotel was pretty cool. We stayed over at Grand Diamond hotel. It is a 5 stars hotel, and the room comes with 2 tv, a vcd player and very comfy beds. 1 interesting feature is that the elevator can only be activated by a room card key. After checking in, we took a walk around the streets near the hotel. They set up this kind of pasar malam kinda of thingy and selling all kind of things at quite a cheap price. After walking around for a while, we ate dinner at this seafood restaurant near the hotel. They serve great seafood and we oredered a lot of dishes plus the service there was very good. Whenever my plate got dirty, they would change a new one for me, they would even open the wet towel for u. During the whole course of dinner, they open 3 towels for me. LOL. But if next time I will to come back, would like to try this restaurant again, good service plus good and cheap food. After dinner, walked around the night market somemore, bought some gifts for friends. But the real headache is trying to decide what to buy for Jasmine. Plus I was also trying to decide on what to buy for Bing Hong, Yan Ting and Jiahao. At the same time, shopping for my own stuff and having a good time as well. After walking till around 11pm, we went back to the hotel, I was dead tired than, took a shower and than went to bed. Kinda wish I had my own shower like back home, not really used to the shower head they have there. Day 2When we woke up, had breakfast in the hotel. Really liked the food a lot, they served this fantastic cheese pasta. Plus the omelette was simply heavenly, with usual american breakfast stuff like sausage and bacon. And they had chinese dim sum too. Really very nice breakfast.After that we continued the area near our hotel for more shopping before proceeding to the IT mall. They sell a lot of computer parts at quite cheap prices, only thing is that they dun have the best kind, only average stuff. Like for example, the ram they dun sell 512MB but only 256MB. Guess that the mall was more for their local people. Than we had had lunch at A&W. Kinda miss this fast food restaurant, dun think there is any left in singapore right now. Had my all time favourite, coney dog and curly fries and a rootbeer float to wash it down. The hotdog only cost me $1.60 and the large rootbeer float doesn't even cost me a dollar. After lunch we wanted to go to this weekend market. So we got this "toottoot" to take us there. Its a kind of motortricycle kind of taxi. Instead of bringing us to the market, he brought us to the government building which sells local products. It seems that for every passenger he bring there he can get a couple that would entitle him a free 5 litres for petrol. My mother was furious but after that we managed to get a proper car taxi due to the nice people at the governement building. So we arrived at the weekend market in good time, the taxi fare was very cheap, what would normally cost around 10 bucks in singapore was not even 4 dollars there. The weekend market was packed with people, we were advised by the taxi driver to watch our belongings and hold our bags close to us. Did managed to pick up a couple of stuff that interest me there. And some of the things they sold there was very nice, such as the clock in a bottle, or the signs or even the clay figurines. Love the one with the 2 bunnies holding a welcome sign =PWe just walk a few lanes of the market before deciding to go to chinatown. Was so happy to see the Watson there, pick out 2 bottles of my fav Jasmine Green Tea XD Than we had dinner at this chinese restaurant, the food wasnt too bad, we had sharkfin soup too. But the service was terrible and if you asked me, I still prefer the previous nite restaurant. There was nothing much to shop there unless you wan some local snacks, I brought myself my Jackfruit chips... heheThan we proceeded to a shopping centre. Cant really remember the name, but it was really famous and they place was huge. Only thing is that the stuff there cost many times more than those at the pasar malam or the weekend market. Only pick out 3 shirts here for Bing Hong, YanTing and Jiahao and a pants for Jasmine. Walked around all the floors and look at the various kind of stores they have there. Kinda organised over there such as, 1st floor shoes/bags. 2nd floor clothes. 3rd floor eletronics and so on. We shopped till 10pm before going back to the hotel. Took a shower and watch this nice show on star chn there about this group of terroriest taking over a building. Finish the show at 1++am before going to sleep. Day 3Going to catch a early flight at 1pm out of Thailand today. Had to check out of the hotel by 10.30 pm. So we going had enough time after breakfast to take a last min walk around the hotel area before proceeding back. Packed up our stuff and and checked out, even at this early hour, the traffic jam was kinda bad. Reached the airport around 11. After settling the customs, we had free time before our flight so we around around the duty free area. The things there was really expensive, for example an Archie comic actually cost 16 sing dollars over there. Completely ripping tourists off man. Anyway when we got our tickets, turns out the 3 of us, me and my parents were all in seperate seats. That I did not really mind, but when we got on the plane, I found my supposely window seat was at the wing area so couldn't really see anything. Plus sitting beside me were this china couple and boy were they noisey, talking to their friends around them. And the person in front of me adjusted his seat very low, and I find myself feeling very cramped and did not enjoy it at all. Boy I was glad that the flight took only around 2 hours. Anyway, its really good to be back to Singapore again and this trip sure was interesting. Did mostly a lot of shopping and just walking around shopping sure is tiring. Maybe time to do some traning before I go into NS.As for the gifts part. Bought Bing Hong a "special slogan shirt" plus a billabong hat. Got YanTing a billabong shirt. JiaHao also got a shirt. And I bought Jasmine, a pair of pants, 1 keychain and a necklace. Not sure if I gonna give her the necklace first or not. Better evaluate what is my relationship with her first ba I guess. Than I bought myself a couple of shirts and pants plus a few movies. Just walked one of them, the quality was crystal clear, wonder how the hell they make such a nice pirated DVD man, dun even think you can get it in singapore. Not sure when is the next time I get to leave the country to go somewhere far, afterall I got to be tied down to NS for 2 years pretty soon. So, this time I had lots of fun and it was a good exprience. =P
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Thursday, November 24, 2005 Y
Today actually wanted to meet Hairi pick up FF7 from him de, but ended up going to his house instead. Brought a couple of my ps games there, Twisted Metal 4 and Crash Team Racing. Had a lot of fun completing twisted metal again, plus it was fun playing CTR all over again =PHis mother bought for him indian rojak and ask me to have some as well. Taste really great! We played till 11++ Than after that Lianna went to watch tv. I ended up watching up tong xin yuan also. In the end, supposed to leave Hairi's house at midnight, become 1am instead =.= Actually hor, I find Lianna quite cute,kinda make me wished I had a sis. Always envy people who have sisters XD Being a only child can sure be lonely at times, and guess I never get to exprience that kind of sibling warmth. Anyway, when I reached home, my mother was completely livid. Since my hp was out of batt and she could not contact me. Felt a little bad since she was worried for me, and I told her I was gonna catch a cab at midnight but ended up I reach home at 1.20 am. =X Wanna say sorrie to my mum for making her worried and making her wait up for me till so late...
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Wednesday, November 23, 2005 Y
Been playing maple a lot lately and one of the thing you can do is party quests. By which a party of 4 is formed and do quests together to get rewards. Since I managed to get AC (a program) today, I became the leader. WHat I find is that this is very like in real life. As the leader, the rest of the party looks up to use, asking you wat to do. You need to ponder on what decisions to make considering the welfare of your party. Like should we stay here or change channel, making decisions like what to do in the quests. Had quite lot of fun being the party quest leader today. Managed to earn the respect of several players and made quite a few friends. Kinda remind me of my old sec sch days of leadership. Be it, peer tutoring in YiHua Pri, sec 1 orientation or in NPCC. All sure bring back sweet memories, really kinda miss those days in NP, having those camps, campfires, singing all those songs together. Work, play, train and rest as a squard. After talkking to Jasmine about NP, really found out that such expriences I gained in NP was really fantastic. Those friends I had made, those things I have done, sure are sweet memories. Doubt I get such chances in future, really miss those good old days...
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Tuesday, November 22, 2005 Y
Jus finished redoing my blog layout, think I am quite happy with this one. Spent the whole morning perfecting it but still got some things to sort out. But yea, very happy with it le.
Rmb that time I said the list of things I want to do after the A levels, well did a couple of those already, the updated list is below =P
Dyeing My Hair
Redoing My Blog Layout
Catching Up In Maple (In Progress)
Improving My Dota Skills (In Progress Every Night)
Buying A New DS Game
Completeing FF7 And FF8 again
Playing sports that I used to last time (Played Only Table Tennis So Far)
Improve My Physical Fitness to prepare for NS
Going out with old friends again XD
Maybe Work For That SGH-E760 Phone
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Monday, November 21, 2005 Y
Today in the monring I have to go to Lavander to renew my passport, since Friday going to Bangkok. Than as I was on the Mrt started messaging Jasmine. Than started asking when she free all that since that day we din get to watch the movie together. Than she told me she was free today,and I told her I got to go and make passport. Than she ask me if I want her to accompany me. But since I was already on the way, I told her nvm and arranged to meet her after I was done.
The queue there was dam freaking long, got to queue 200++ numbers before it was my turn. Plus the toliet there was really terrible, very dirty. Anyway, glad that it was over and done with. So actually I arranged with Jas to meet her at 3.45 at causeway point one. Than I was at Kranji already den she told me she lazy go so far. So instead we met at Westmall.
We went up first to buy tickets for Harry Potter, even thought I watched it already but I didn't mind since I find it was quite nice. She actually did ask me if I watch it already, but I told her no =X Anyway, after buying the tix, we went down to burger king to grab a light snacks before the movie started at 4.30. Than right, we were sitting in burger king sharing a large fries and chatting till we forgot about the time. Ended up we were around 10 mins late for the movie or so. But hor our seat very special de, dunno why got no divider between us XD Than we also shared a cup of lemon tree inside the cinema. The drink taste extra sweet =P Than as we were watching the movie, my keep on edging my hand closer and closer to her seat. Finally I placed my hand on her seat, than after that she change her hand position. She was crossing her arms at first, den she put her hand quite close to mine. And got 1 point in time where I felt her fingers at the back of my hand, and she kept on moving her fingers. Can feel them moving against the back of my hand. Actually wanted to hold her hand de, but I was too afraid to do so. And after some time she move she hand away le =(
Than after the movie,we went to the food court for dinner. I ordered Kuey Chap and she had porriage. I share some of the "liao" with her and since she did not have a chopstick and only I spoon. I keep on taking for her and putting it on her spoon. That meal was very nice ^_^
After dinner, we went to walked around westmall. First we went to popular since she wanted a photo album. She ask for my opinion on which is nice and all that, and in the end she chose the one I said was nice XD She also bought some coloured paper and pens,by which the pens were also reconmended by me =X Next we went to a few gift shops to see if can get her friend a nice wedding present. She saw this keychain that she really likes, but she din buy it, I was keeping a mental note to get it for her next time I go there. And we went to this accessories shop because she wanted a hairband. Haha, felt kinda funny to be in this kind of shop but since I was with her I din realli mind. And all the while I was holding on to her purchases, haha. Last stop was at watson to buy a facial foam before we went back.
Chatted with her quite happily all the way back and after I send her home I was still feeling very happy. Felt that today was really a wonderful day. Wish I could have more of such dates with her, but I still do not know what she thinks of me. And I am too afraid to hold her hand and find out what will happen. Since this is a kind of make it or break it kind of thing... anyway hopefully as times goes on, we will get better ba...
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Saturday, November 19, 2005 Y
Actually been playing maple since 1am until 6.30am this morning de hunting snowboards. Since they may be removed at any time without warning, I thought better collect the whole set first just in case. Finally managed to complete the whole set today but adding the latest 2 to my collection. Dark and Blood Snowboard. Actually what I did was to 2 hunt dark snowboards and I used 1 of them to trade for a blood one. Since the blood one is dropped by a monster that is impossible for me to kill, I thougt it wasn't such a bad trade. Anyway, now really happy that I finally completed the whole set le.
Than I went to sleep, but I was awaken at 9am by my mother. Said she help me arranged with her friend to go to her saloon to restyle my hair. So getting barely 3 hours of sleep, went all the way to clemeti to let Aunty Jenny do my hair. Well, mostly listened to her advice and let her style it the way she think is nice for me. So in the end, she help me cut my hair quite short so that it can be spiked. Than the fringe is short on the left and long and the right, look kinda cool. Than as for the colour, she say that my hair had a natural copper brown to it, so highlight would be enuff. She helped me picked out a colour,copper brown and highlight strands of my hair for me. Overall I think it was quite well done and really happy with it. Only thing is now I have to spent more time each day to style my hair before going out. If I managed to get myself a camera, would try to upload my new hairstyle up here =P
By the way, it has been ages since I last saw Jasmine, and I am kinda missing her a little. Maybe I would try to ask her out again next week when she is more free. Anyway, it is glad to know that her fever has subsided... =)
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Friday, November 18, 2005 Y
Today was the last paper chemistry paper 1. Din really study for this paper since was kinda in a celebration mood since wednesday paper. Than when doing this paper did made quite a few careless mistake and my last 10 questions seem to be a little worrying. But anyway, the exams is finally over.
After the paper, went to westmall to watch harry potter and the globlet of fire with Hairi, James, CL and Yash. Got the tix from the first 5 rows onwards de. Got to strain my neck a bit to see the screen. Overall, I think the movie was kinda disappointing since they cut away a lot of the part from the book, and they also CHANGE a lot of the actualy story. But other than that, the action all the not too bad la. However, after the movie I got a terrible headache sia.
In the end, go home just eat 1 panadol den continue playing games with James they all =X Finally so happy that get to play all I want without having to worry about studying. ^_^ So many things to do now that the exams are finally over. First thing first, gonna do a makeover for my blog. And also actually today asked Jasmine out de, but she got fever, hope she will reover soon yea. Take Care =)
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Thursday, November 17, 2005 Y
After stopping maple for so long, decided to play today since they just added snowboards in this latest patch. Started playing at around 12 midnight. Hunted evil eyes hoping to get the golden snowboard and who knows, within the hour I got one.
Than after that went to zombie mushroom to try to get another snowboard, also got it within the hour. Really feel very lucky lor, some people hunt the whole day cant even find 1 but I managed to get 2 within the hour. Somemore just now BingHong come over to my house to play for 1 hour ++ also got nothing. So really very happy =P Uploaded the pic of me posing with my new snowboards below XD
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2:18 AM
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005 Y
Yesterday din really study much for physics. After the chem paper, went home and slack until afternoon. Went downstairs to study den after going to cheers, Jia Hao wanted to go to the playground. So we went there, there was this merry-go-round thingy and I just got on it. Than Jiahao started pushing with all his might, after that he suddenly stop it, and push it in the other direction. When I got off it, felt like vomitting and got this spiltting headache. Ended up,couldn't do anything at all after that, so I went home to take a nap.
When I woke up it was already 7pm le and time for dinner. After dinner, basically just read through my notes and went to sleep at 1am.
Luckily, I find todays paper quite well done. Except for question 2 which I am not too sure about, I think the rest was pretty well done with a few careless mistake here and there. In fact I think my physics of fluid could score around 20++ upon 30. Really counting on this paper to pull up my paper 2 marks man =) Felt really happy after this paper.
Than spent the whole afternoon playing dota with James, CL and Junliang. Sure was a lot of fun, felt as though exams was completely over liddat. LOL! Than in the evening, I went to buy this 2nd hand DS game from a person on the forum. We agreed to deal it for $45 at westmall at 7.30 pm. Turns out he was 30 mins late and he was apologetic for it, so he gave me a 5 dollar discount. So I only paid 40 dollars for it, and if I were to buy a brand new one, I would have to pay 60.
Basically tested out the game and I find it not bad, maybe a little too challenging ba. The game is called Lost In Blue and it is basically about 1 young couple being stranded on a island after their ship got shipwrecked. You assume the role of the guy and have to forage for food,built tools, hunt some animals and built traps. Quite interesting indeed, really made used of the DS feature of the touch screen and microphone. Like for example,if you wan to search the sand for items, u nid to use the stylus on the touch screen to dig the sand. And u nid to blow into the microphone with rubbing the stick to built a fire. Really is very interesting... gonna really explore this game after the last paper is over and done with... hehe =P
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Tuesday, November 15, 2005 Y
Today was Chemistry paper 2. Din really study much and depend on my memory based on the last paper since I had a spiltting headache last night. Actually wanted just to take a short nap at 9.30 and wake up at 11 to study. But when I woke up, it was already 2 am.
Due to the lack of time, I basically just refreshed my memory a bit and concentraded on periodicity. Studied till 4.30am before sleep overwhelmed me. Woke up at 6am and went to school.
When I did the paper I was kinda disappointed, because most of the things I should have known. Only thing is that I didn't concentrade on them because I thought they wouldn't come out or I chose to give it up. Like for example, I thought electrolysis of brine wouldn't come out so i did not studied it, turns out it was a big mistake. A complete 10 marks question reduced to around 1 or 2 marks that I managed to scape. I also did not really concentrade on TE because it was a big topic and I wanted to concentrade on my other topics. Turns out that there was this nice little 16 marks question on TE alone. And as for Organic chem, kinda smoke my way through it. Hopfully I get to pass this paper and my paper 1 will help to pull my overall marks up. Really want to get a C for Chemistry...
Guess this time luck wasn't really with me, and I chose to study the wrong things. So cant really say much about this, I can only hope for the best =X Anyway, I can see the light at the end of the tunnel already. So much things I plan to do after the A's...
Things like...
Dyeing My HairRedoing My Blog LayoutCatching Up In MapleImproving My Dota Skills =PBuying A New DS Game (Cant decide between Mario Kart Of Sonic Rush Yet... LOL!)Completeing FF7 And FF8 againPlaying sports that I used to last time (Table Tennis! Squash! Volleyball! Swimming!)
Improve My Physical Fitness to prepare for NSGoing out with old friends again XDMaybe Work For That SGH-E760 Phone (but only if I feel like it, anyway cant bring the phone into ns too)
So many things to look foward to... whee!
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Monday, November 14, 2005 Y
Physics paper 1 was quite ok, except for some questions which I am not sure about the answer, I think it went quite well indeed.
Than after paper 1,we had 15 mins breaks before we start on paper 2. When I did the paper,I thought we have lucked out and gotten an easy paper. Since the first 2 questions was quite ok and I knew how to do them. However from question 3 onwards, things just started going downhill all the way till question 8. Only managed to scrape a couple of marks here and there. As I continued doing the paper, I was getting more and more demoralised. Felt completely helpless and really feel like crying while I was doing the paper. I find that this was even worst than the prelim, and for the prelim I got an F for physics. Well,if I am optimistic, I think I can get 36 marks out of 90 for this paper. If I am pesismistic, I think I only managed 21 marks for this paper. This paper completely destroyed my day,I just hope I can pull myself together soon and concentrade for the chemistry paper tml...
PS:Thanks to JiaHao for valiently tried to cheered me up,thx but it didn't work. BUT MUST REALLY THANK BING HONG, felt so much better after talking to him on the phone... Thanks very much...
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Friday, November 11, 2005 Y
Frankly speaking, I did not really study for this paper at all. Supposed to go through my GP notes the day before but ended up at the comp the whole night instead. So cant really say I went in the exam with much knownledge before hand. Anyway, the teacher who took our class was kinda cool. Turns out she was a GP teacher as well and before our exam started, she gave us some tips and reassure us that the paper was quite do-able. She even cracks some small jokes to relieve our tension a bit.
And later when the exam started, I was looking through the questions. I panic and my mind went blank, cant really think of any points. In the end I narrowed down to 4 questions and slowly cross off those that I dun think seem possible. These 4 questions appealed to me, cant really actually remeber the actualy question so I roughly write it down here.
1.There is no such thing as luck. People determined their own lives. How far do you agree?
2.Magazines and televisions targetted on youths bring about a positive effect on them. Discuss
3. Tourists will never get to see the country as how the locals would see it. Discuss this in the case of Singapore.
4.We are being too dependant on fuel, how far is this true?
I think roughly those were the questions that appealed to me. In the end decided to do the one on luck. I think I must not have been thinking clearly sia, this question was really very hard and dam easy to go out of point. After writing halfway I realised my folly but there isn't time to change question. So I tried my best to finish the horror that I started. Hopefully I wont do too badly, think my scope was kinda narrow.
Anyway as for paper 2, I think it was not bad. Was kinda shocked at first, since there is only 1 passage, so far all the GP paper I did all had 2 passage. Normally we had to compare and contrast between the 2 and all that but this time there was only one passage. The questions really had me thinking I think I answered them all right ba. I wrote the summary on foolscape first and after editing it, transferred it to the exam script. As the the AQ, jus kinda crapped my way through.
Not really sure what kind of grade I would get for GP but since all the while my marks in this subject has been unpredictable so cant really can say. Hopefully I would do just fine for it, after all I do have good feeling about this paper. Just hope that it is right...
Got the weekend to study for my physics paper 1,2,3 plus my chem paper 1,2. Dun really put more hope into physics since I did not really study it at all. Hopefully I can still managed to scape a D from the paper. Anyway,gonna gif it my best, this is the halfway mark. 6 More days left to go...
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Thursday, November 10, 2005 Y
Again,first question so hard to do. And once again spoil my morale for the 1st few questions. Ended up doing the whole paper before doing the few front questions again. Actually I find this paper quite tough for me.
Screwed up quite a few questions on stats and a little on pure maths. Not sure if I can still get the C I want. I already lowered my expectation from a B to a C after doing paper 1. If now still cannot obtain my goal den will really feel very disappointed.
I know that all the while that my maths isn't that good but still really hope this time I can make the grade. Total I think I lost around 30-40 marks. Now only can pray that other people will find this paper hard as well and pull the average grade down for a C.
Tml will be GP paper le, after tml's paper, I be half done through the A levels... 7 Days left to my freedom...
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This morning was quite worried before the paper, since I felt that I wasn't prepared enough. Last night din get a good sleep either, I took short naps between studying. I slept from 11.30 to 1am. Than 3.30 to 4.30. Than I study for the rest of the time. Decided that I have done what I could already have done so I jus prepare myself at 6am to go to school. When I reached school was kinda worried that Jiayan would fell asleep and miss the paper. Last night when I was studying late was msging her ma. Than when I called her at 7am no reply. 7.10 no reply. 7.20 7.25 7.30 After that than Janet called her house and said she left already den felt relieved. I dun wan to see anyone study so hard and in the end miss the paper...
Anyway the chemistry paper was quite ok, din really know how to do the 2nd question, my organic was quite bad but at least I knew how to do 8 OR. For the option topic I did thermodynamic, din think I did as well as I should have done but I think should be consider not bad already ba. I think I lost around 40 marks to those either not sure or dunno how to do. Wonder if I could still get my C grade.
Anyway, gonna leave it all up to fate and I already did my best, so next up in Maths paper 2. But I think I gonna catch a nap before starting on Maths, still feeling very tired XD
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Wednesday, November 09, 2005 Y
Today A level finally start le... Maths paper 1. Study a bit in the morning den went to school le. The paper kinda sarks lor, the 1st question I already dunno how to do. Totally destroyed my confidence. Than the next few question should be doable de but end up, totally screwed.
So I went to do those that I know first, finished the whole paper within 1 hour. But my front was really terrible, so went back to touch the front. Although it was better this time, still got quite a fair bit that I duno how to do. Hopefully it would be still enough to get at least a C.
Also have to depend on my paper 2. Anyway, tml is chemistry paper 3. So little time but still got so much to study for lor. The paper start at 8am, now is 2.17am and I only at group 7. Still got my organic and option topic to go. =X Die la... hope I can finish on time...
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Tuesday, November 08, 2005 Y
Today was the last day before the A levels offically started. Bing Hong din come down at all the whole day. So study with Jia Hao in the morning and afternoon. Was studying until very bored so I asked Jasmine if she could accompany me to study. She wanted to do her project so during the late afternoon,I brought my notebook down so that Jiahao can help me configure it to have chinese text input. Thx ar Jiahao! =P
Than Jasmine came down around 8. After not seeing her for a few days, the sight of her was sure a breath of fresh air. She wore her specs this time, 1st time really actually saw her wearing them. Looked simply sweet. Anyway, she started doing her chinese project and I continue on Maths. Than after she did her project halfway, she went to cheers to get some stuff. She brought me a Jasmine Green tea and shared her kinda burneo with me. Dunno why but it seem to be rather sweeter than usual =P Anyway, we studied until 11 and than I send her home. Felt really wonderful to study with her again. ^_^
However,today I din get much stuff done since I was worried about both my Chem and Maths at the same time and in the end couldn't really concentrade on either one. I hope what I know is enuff to get me the grades that I want. Really need a lot of luck this time man. Must thank Jasmine for lending me her compass and her luck, so this time really must must try my best. Lastly before I sleep, better go study a little more...
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Friday, November 04, 2005 Y
I was studying downstairs at the clubhouse sofa there den went to toliet for a while. When I came out, saw this girl booking something. Something about her struck me as very familiar, but I cant put my finger on it. And went she turn a little, I thought I saw that it was Jasmine. But I thought it was just me,thinking too much of her and it couldn't be. And after she left, I kept thinking about it, decided to find out for myself. I chased after her, but when I went out, she was already reaching her block, but I was very sure it was Jasmine after that. Anyway kinda sad that din get a chance to talk to her.
Than in the afternoon, Jasmine came with her friends to play squash and table tennis. Really felt happy to see her. She look so cute when she was playing squash,I watch them play for a while, while eating my lunch.
After that, went swimming with Jia Hao, after not swimming for so long, really felt wonderful to be in the water. Swam a few laps, did some crazy exersise in the pool, sit ups, push ups and somersaults. lol. Than was I was swimming, saw Jasmine again, she look very sweet niaz. Think she was with her grandfather ba. After the swim, went to sauna for a while. Really felt that I am able to concentrade better after this.
Anyway A level is really coming le, left only 4 days to the maths paper. Really feel not so confi for my Physics and Chem, I really wan to make it and achieve my goal. Will I be able to do it...?
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Wednesday, November 02, 2005 Y
Today went through one whole day without hearing anything from Jasmine. The feeling was terrible and I kept on thinking if she is all right. What is making her worried and upset. The thoughts of her kept on replying in my mind. Tried to continue studying but was quite distracted. Anyway I must thank Yong Xin was sending me this email trying to cheer me up and asking me to concentrade on my A's.
Anyway, today we had another mock test for Maths paper 2. I got a E grade this time, compared to a F I got for the prelim, can say that this is very encouraging. Plus I made a very careless mistake in the hypothesis testing question, if not I would have already gotten a D. But still this is very encouraging and I must work harder for Maths in order to obtain the grade that I want.
5 Days left till A Levels, even as the exam approaches, I still cant get my mind off Jasmine. Must really learn from the song Shan Hu Hai. Turning around and walking away, there are things that I just cant say out. This love was a mistake just like a seagull loving a fish. The receeding dust has built up till it hurts. The smile cannot be forced, the love is buried deep under the sea. Been listening to this song a lot, and kept on thinking of Jasmine this way. Anyhow, I must learn from this song, turning around and walking away so I can concentrade on my A Levels... 5 days left...
"I must not be sad it has ended... but be happy that it happened"
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Tuesday, November 01, 2005 Y
Now I am not thinking of Jasmine so often anymore. But I do admit that when I am studying, her face do appear before me. And I still think of her from time to time. Trying my best not to be affected by her so I can concentrade on my A Levels first. Although its have been very hard, its getting better for me.
Anyway, did a bit of Chemistry in the morning, than I went to LOT 1 to collect Jay's new album, "November's Chopin". Thought of asking Jasmine along, but since there was no reply from her, I went there alone. Spent 1 hour travelling to lot 1 and back. Spent another hour listening to all the songs. So wasted quite a lot of time. Its really a very nice album,containing many good songs including 2 from the initial D movie. When I was listening to some of the songs, immediately I thought of Jasmine, especially the sad songs. There was this particular song that I really like, track number 10, called "Shan4 Hu3 Hai3". The song is basically about a love that went wrong and shouldn't have even started at all. It was really a very nice duet song and I liked it a lot. Plus, it reminds me of Jasmine since we shared quite a few good times together, but lately everything jus seem to fall apart. Also there was another sad song called Feng, also was very nice, about trying to revive a love that is already gone.
Anyway, found that that Jasmine was feeling a bit down lately. She seem to be worried about something but she refused to tell me what is wrong. The previous night she told me that she has no mood and today from her msn nick, can tell she is really sad. I am really affected by her a lot. Learning to cope with all this feelings inside of me right now, putting them aside till after the A Levels. Anyway, I really hope Jasmine will be all right soon... Take Care Ya?
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