Saturday, November 28, 2009 Y
S.H.E - 你最近还好吗
挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话
地址写的是心底
你能不能收到它
天有点冷风有点大
城市宁静而喧哗
这一个冬天我得一个人走回家
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜里回声变得好大
有没有什么好方法
让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发
有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达
旧情人给的问候
比陌生人还尴尬
昨天远了明天还长
回忆模糊但巨大
这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜里回声变得好大
有没有什么好方法
让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发
Went to my god-daughter birthday party on friday. Didn't know anyone else there but her and my ex. Seeing her again was... awkward. Talking to her again was painful, memories came flooding back and all the things that I've done. I was tearing on the spot as I talked to her, just couldn't helped it.
It was sort of my fault that we became till this state, destroyed an almost 2 years like that. Saying that I moved on since the breakup was a lie. I've been wandering on trying to pick up the pieces of my shattered life. My school work was horribly affected and I was a total mess.
But my friends were there for me and I'm thankful for that. Various things to help me numb the pain, weekly mahjong session with Charlene, Xavier and Kian Soon; learning Japanese ; supper with Han, Anne, Tiff and many others who helped me get past the pain. I do admit I'm much better now that two months has lapsed since our breakup.
But seeing Sheryl again has released a flood of emotions all at once. After all, I didn't see her for two months, nor did I talk to her again since that day. If you're reading this, I want to say thank you for walking down this 2 years of life's journey with me. Accompanying me as we experienced various ups and downs. The sweet memories we shared, I will keep them. I'm sorry things have to end up like this, but this is something that we can never return to and I guess you know it as well. You deserved someone much better and please take care of yourself.
We can keep the memories, but its time to move on. Take care... my dear.
left his footprints
8:58 PM
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Friday, November 27, 2009 Y
Had a weird dream last night, I dream I was getting married. Bride wasn't local, so my whole family including my aunt and uncles flew down. My grand-father was there too, but he already passed away a couple of years back, so it was strange. =X
But the place was beautiful, it was at some beach side area, the place is practically a mansion and there is even a elevator inside the building. HUGE! And the bride was pretty, not anyone I know of though. She has 3 or 4 brothers I think, only girl in the family. So the wedding ceremony was a huge affair, but it is like kept to family kind of thing. There wasn't any friends who came along... I think ._. But there were many small rituals that had to be performed as per custom and it was cool.
Anyway the dream was a very weird one, tho I have to say its quite pleasant. I wonder if the dream is telling the future or something. Guess it something I will have to wait and see =P But yea, it was a sweet dream ^.^
left his footprints
1:03 PM
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Thursday, November 26, 2009 Y
Sometimes fate work in rather mysterious ways. When I was bidding for course for this semester. I overslept and miss the bidding time. Was suppose to get the same tutorial group as Vanessa and Amarit, but end up having no slots by the time I went into the system. As in the end I chose a tutorial group which I know no one at all.
I remember sitting alone during my first tutorial session. Than Li Bing started talking with me. And eventually when we need to form groups for project. Li Bing invited me to join her , Eugene and Xuan. And than final project came along and we needed a bigger group, w
e were joined by Anne , Han and Tiffany. People whom I have seen in the same class through various psych modules but never talked to before. From complete strangers at the start of this semester, to movies/suppers kakis. Though three presentations, we have grown closer and the fun we had were endless.
And now with this semester drawing to a close, I'm so glad that I didn't managed to get the slot I wanted after all.
Dun you think fate work in rather mysterious ways...?
left his footprints
8:20 PM
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Saturday, November 21, 2009 Y
Some random photos before I get into the entry proper =P
Got my New Phone~ SE Satio~ Full wide touch screen, 12.1 megapixel camera. Light weight. Love it!
Sleepy Rhino~ ♥
Went to Japanese cousin with Min Zhong and my dear cousin. Only end up feeding the mosquito and seeing no signs of the meteor shower xD
Energy Boost while doing my Jap Homework =PAnd some goodies from Candy Empire ^.^
I really love the TimTam Biscuits... just cant get enuff of it xD
Tried Something new... Willy Wonka Nerd Rope... Taste Surprisingly Good xD
Fizzy Sweets~ Cant stop popping them xDAfter breaking up, feel like something been missing from my life. Never felt so alone before. I guess after being used to having someone by your side most of the time, suddenly the feeling of being alone has been overwhelming.
But Im glad to say that Im finally moving on. Thanks to friends who were at my side who supported me and make me feel that Im not alone. Suddenly my life has become more meaningful instead of being at home all the time. My supper kakis Han, Anne, Tiffany. Mahjong Kakis Charlene, Xavier , Anson. And fang for all the fun times =P
Last week went to Changi Airport with fang to study. But I think we end up eating more instead. A bit overkill with what we ordered. I finished most of it,, but the food is very nice. Nice but pricey =P
Hearty Clam Soup
Beef Mozza-Tofu
Chicken & Turkey BaconLasagne
Curry Beef Spaghetti
Although spent a few hours there, didnt get much done. Oh well... at least the environment was nice xD After that on the way home, decided to stop by marina barrage. Even though never been there before, thanks to Fang's direction, we managed to find the place. Got to love her acute sense of direction. lol.
Singaporu Flyru~Mesmerizing FountainMust say it was a fun day indeed. But than again, its always fun hanging out with her. xD
Also been playing a lot of mahjong lately. Been playing overnight MJ over the past weeks. Even played twice in the last week. Once with ying xiang and Mag and her mum. Other times with Charlene, her bro, Anson and at times Xavier. At the moment I am still winning some cash overall but by not much. Need more luck but gotta keep some for exams too =P
But I have not been studying much lately. And even doing assignments just before the datelines. Sort of lost my drive and still yet to get it back. But I better do it soon with the final exams around the corner. =X
Current goals for now is to get past this semester with a decent GPA and to brush up on my Jap. Mainly to learn how to write and read Hiragana since as the lesson progresses, we are dealing with more and more complex stuff. And I need to get my particles sorted out... RAWR~!
left his footprints
11:55 PM
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Sleepy Rhino~ ♥
Went to Japanese cousin with Min Zhong and my dear cousin. Only end up feeding the mosquito and seeing no signs of the meteor shower xD
Energy Boost while doing my Jap Homework =P
Tried Something new... Willy Wonka Nerd Rope... Taste Surprisingly Good xD
Fizzy Sweets~ Cant stop popping them xD
Beef Mozza-Tofu
Chicken & Turkey BaconLasagne
Curry Beef Spaghetti
Singaporu Flyru~
But I have not been studying much lately. And even doing assignments just before the datelines. Sort of lost my drive and still yet to get it back. But I better do it soon with the final exams around the corner. =X