Saturday, November 28, 2009 Y
S.H.E - 你最近还好吗
挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话
地址写的是心底
你能不能收到它
天有点冷风有点大
城市宁静而喧哗
这一个冬天我得一个人走回家
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜里回声变得好大
有没有什么好方法
让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发
有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达
旧情人给的问候
比陌生人还尴尬
昨天远了明天还长
回忆模糊但巨大
这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜里回声变得好大
有没有什么好方法
让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发
Went to my god-daughter birthday party on friday. Didn't know anyone else there but her and my ex. Seeing her again was... awkward. Talking to her again was painful, memories came flooding back and all the things that I've done. I was tearing on the spot as I talked to her, just couldn't helped it.
It was sort of my fault that we became till this state, destroyed an almost 2 years like that. Saying that I moved on since the breakup was a lie. I've been wandering on trying to pick up the pieces of my shattered life. My school work was horribly affected and I was a total mess.
But my friends were there for me and I'm thankful for that. Various things to help me numb the pain, weekly mahjong session with Charlene, Xavier and Kian Soon; learning Japanese ; supper with Han, Anne, Tiff and many others who helped me get past the pain. I do admit I'm much better now that two months has lapsed since our breakup.
But seeing Sheryl again has released a flood of emotions all at once. After all, I didn't see her for two months, nor did I talk to her again since that day. If you're reading this, I want to say thank you for walking down this 2 years of life's journey with me. Accompanying me as we experienced various ups and downs. The sweet memories we shared, I will keep them. I'm sorry things have to end up like this, but this is something that we can never return to and I guess you know it as well. You deserved someone much better and please take care of yourself.
We can keep the memories, but its time to move on. Take care... my dear.
left his footprints
8:58 PM
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